Sorry for the long post, I'd be just more than happy if someone reads this. So, ever since last year I'm struggling with terrible health anxiety which just seems to get worse which also led me to other disorders such as depersonalization, ocd and hypochondria. I'm constantly worrying about my health from when i wake up in the morning, until i fall asleep. No matter what i do, it creeps my thoughts. I also fear death. I have missed a month in school last year because of those goddamn anxiety physical symptoms such as dizziness, weakness, fatigue. Then i got a lot of eye floaters, flashes and now visual snow.I haven't stepped outside except for school for a year. I thought this year is gonna be better. No, it just got worse, to the point i'm not sure even what could be worse. I got digestive problems now, constant constipation, terrible nausea I haven't felt for years. I'm sick of going to the doctor to check, i have done millions of blood tests before, but these symptoms are just new. I'm wondering, are they even caused from anxiety? This leads me to a more anxious and depressed state than ever. Yesterday in P.E after 3 days of terrible nausea, i even fainted for 10 seconds. Then i couldn't feel any of my body, only it was tingling extremely much, I had double vision, extremely dizzy, and nauseated. My parents managed to bring me home, somehow. Now I'm scared to go to school , or move from home to go to the doctor. What if i die? Why did i faint? I'm scared to fall asleep now. I also got even more eye floaters. This is seriously killing me, i forgot to mention I'm only 13. Life is really terrible, from time to time I get so depressed i don't even want to live. My parents think I'm faking these symptoms, because last year i missed so much in school. They keep screaming at me and making me believe I don't have anxiety, i don't know why. I really do. It's really hard.. They think I planned this i really don't know why and it hurts me. i wan't them to understand. And to send me to therapy to get help. I forgot to mention i have a hard time studying now. I cannot memorize no matter what I do. I was a perfect student, but i can't keep up anymore it's all too much for me. Parents think I'm just so lazy. They are so unsupportive. I would really want advices. Thank you in advance.
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