I'm not sure what to say. Countless times I've spoke about this on websites like these, I've been criticized, make to feel worse and worst of all, told that it's a phase and I'll get over it. It's been my whole life I've felt like this. I cannot go to see my GP about it because I'm afraid they won't take me seriously because I'm under 18 because they never have in the past. I was thinking of going in the fall when I turn 18 but as soon as I start making plans to make an appointment I get really bad anxiety and brake out in a full panic attack. I want to be able to get help but no one seems to want to help me and stand by me in this. I don't know what to do and I'm not sure of who to talk to about it, either way I know I'll burst into tears and won't be able to talk because the lump in my throat is the size of a golf ball. I wish there was something like this, where I can write down my feelings, with real doctors to confirm what I already know so I can get past it.