I posted on here last week about my anxieties and fears of starting a new job, my first day was positive, enjoyable and I felt good about my new role and stepping out of my comfort zone. My second day was today and unlike yesterday everyone seemed a little under pressure and I felt a little uncomfortable, I started doubting myself and my ability to do the job and do it well, it was a challenging day and both days I've been thrown in the deep end, I managed to gather my thoughts and get on with it yesterday but today I over thought things, I can see there are weaknesses within the company that need addressing but only in two days and not feeling brave enough yet to put my spoke in. Feeling deflated, doubting my ability to do the job efficiently. I can't sleep tonight, feeling anxious, feeling like I want to run away from it already.
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