Right, so me and my ex broke up a month ago in that time space she had sex with her ex before me and my ex-friend, we have a child together so one day when we met up so I could drop her off she offered me sex because no one could satisfy her the way I do, I did it with my heart on my sleeve thinking she'd take me back and we'd love each other until the end of time. Little did I know until last night that she doesn't want to be with me she just wanted the sex, I felt destroyed emotionally incapable of continuing life I had pains in my stomach throughout the month we hadn't been together and then boom they came back tenfold, I wasn't the best boyfriend I admit that but she was no angel even though I saw her in that light. I don't know what to do with myself anymore I spent 4years+ with her, 17-21 I feel like I've lost my way I was in shape and constantly with other girls before I got with her and now in that time I've put 5st on and I feel like I'll never get over her and she'll just come back to destroy me over again. I can't go cold turkey not seeing her because of our child, every day I see her I crumble like a soggy digestive. When she was telling me about what she'd done during the month I felt no hurt no anger just love for her, she was my everything but I broke it off because of the arguing and the fact that she would constantly name call and abuse my mother and the rest of my family. I just need some advise on what I should do in this situation because I'm starting to feel pretty damn f**ked up in the head, and feel like I'm just going to go downhill I don't drink and I don't go clubbing anymore and I've lost all contact with my friends because of this relationship. I feel I'll never have the same life I did before her, she even told me she was a mindf**kand she could have anyone she wanted but she wanted me, like what even is wrong with her!? Please help, don't want to end up drowning at the bottom of this cup of tea /:
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