I feel guilty for even taking all of your time. I am a 41 year old father of 4 with a beautiful successful wife. I have a good job that pays well, but start having horrible anxiety every evening around 10 pm when I start thinking about going to the job the next day. I feel sick thinking about going to work or leaving my family and it is killing me. I work all week and as Friday rolls around I start to feel a bit of calm until I start thinking about heading back on Monday. The problem is that I can't just quit to find something better because I haven't been too good about saving. I fell like my wife thinks I am a huge wuss with all of this anxiety and pressure that hits me. I love my family so much and need to fix this before it really starts to take hold of our home life. Any thoughts would be so helpful. Thank you.