I'm so sad I just don't want to live my life like this no more I just want someone to help I don't feel myself I'm just a sad weirdo girl that just thinks I'm going to die and no matter what i do I can't get it out my head I sit in my room all the time beacuse everytime I even leave my house I think I'm about to die . Every little pain I think it's serious like a bloodclot travelling to my heart or a bleed to the brain . I just don't know what's happening to me I just want someone to help me I feel so alone and lost. I'm 19 from England most the people I know my age are out clubbing working I don't do that no more beacuse I can't I had a job working with disabled kids but I had to stop it and get a sick note beacuse I kept thinking I'm was going to die screaming and running around saying I can't breathe I feel ashamed of who I am. I really just want my life baxk. Does people understand me?