I freak out all day every day. Screaming, crying, I think out of frustration over my anxiety and dp/dr. I feel sick all the time too. Sometimes in weird ways I can't explain, sometimes just nausea and dizziness. Every emotion I feel that isn't anxiety scares me, which makes me anxious. I'm having such a hard time. It's getting so bad I'm afraid it's schizophrenia or some physical thing or something. Even though I've had tests. I'm just afraid I'm going to end up in a mental hospital for the rest of my life. And YES I'm in therapy but only once a week and I have a horrible memory so it doesn't really help, and I'm seeing a psychiatrist but not nearly enough and I feel like they don't care about how I feel and they think their medication will be the "cure-all". When I tell them it's not working or I'm experiencing side effects they act confused and that discourages me even more and makes me feel like i'm some weird, incurable case. I don't know what to do anymore.