I'm at the end of my rope. Idk why this is happening all over again. I thought I was making progress and this last week has been a nightmare. Other then forcing my self to go to work because I have to, I am home thinking of what is wrong with me, feeling something on my body that shouldn't be there and what if it's cancer(Breast cancer) is now what I have been obsessing over. Every little thing pushes me off edge. I just cry and then lay in bed researching trying to find answers, trying to diagnose myself, thinking about what's wrong with me and thinking about death. I can't do this anymore and I am beyond frustrated with myself. I want to be who I was before, I want to live my life and I feel so stuck, I feel like I'm suffocating, eveything and everyone sround me seems happy and moving along, making something of there life, seeing and doing new things.. and I'm just here, stuck.
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