Anxiety, or Worse?
Hello, Has anyone felt like this? It all started abut 3 months ago when I was preparing to go to New York for work. I am 18 and from Ireland. About a week before I got on the plane I started feeling very lightheaded and weak, I took it that it was the stress of the move that was causing it.
I went to my doctor and he said I was fine. I went to NY for 2 weeks and had to returns because my symptoms were still there. This included lightheadedness, weakness and the constant thought in my head that I was going to die. So I returned home after the 2 weeks and thought after a couple more weeks it would pass being home with no stress or nothing to worry about. It hasn't.
I have spent the last 1 and a half months feeling the exact same shittyness that comes with whatever this is and last night I felt one of the worst I have ever felt. I really did think I was going to pass out, or worse.
Usually when I'm in bed or on my own it isin't AS bad,but still it is always there in the back of my mind. It seems to escalate when I am around people or going somewhere..These symptoms are pretty much 24/7.The only time I really feel 100% is when I'm asleep, the 2 minutes after I wake up or if I'm drunk. Can this really just be anxiety?? I'm on no meds and have never been hospitalised or needed medicine apart from bad cold here and there.
Thanks in advance for response