I feel like I am losing myself or that I am changing into someone I don't know. I feel like I have lost the steve I used to be... Day after day of trying to cope with my emotional issues has stripped away any sense of self... I am now the sick guy ...the guy who can't hear properly... the guy who needs medication to get through the day. When I leave the house I can't wait to get back to become the guy in front of the TV show he has been watching for 6 months... who am I now.... I wonder now if I may just be holding on to a form of reality that will soon crumble away and leave me without a life at all.... LIke the guy on the corner mumbling to himself about how life has passed him by. This is not a choice I would make for myself.... So why am I going down this road I have to wonder if its part of being depressed and anxious ...Is there path this illness takes... and if we don't stop it somehow we just get worse and worse. running out of hope ....
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