Hi everyone, i feel lost and emotional. I have had a bad patch and now I feel like I am on lost. On paper, I have a good job, a house, and sometimes I think do i just need to shut up and get on with things? For those who dont know, i was see-ing someone from my work, it ended as i found him cheating. Now i dont want to be here...i was offered a job down south, however the job security is not too good with it. Do i stay where i am, put into place my plan of action and still feel crap, actively look to leave. Or do i just leave now?? This involves leaving my home town, a job where i have been for six years, to a new town and a job where the future is not known...i know it would be better for me to get a job within a council as that secures lenght of service etc...i just want someone to tell me what to do , though i know ultimately its my decision...i dont like why this guy has done to me, though do i think crap happens move on...today i could just cry...i feel like i have ruined my career..or would be ruining it if i left...would i? Everyone says something new, a fresh start helps? And time is a healer...i could just rip my hair out or do sometihng to stop me feeling like this....i have been away for a weekend and it was lovely...came back and i just feel effed up....i feel like i have lived my life...just feel like going......what would people do? Do a list of pro and cons, take the plunge and go...old me would take things in my stride..is 34 too old to be risky?? I just wish i hadnt got involved, though i cant change the past....why am i making drastic life changes when he is the screw up...he goes into work and just gets on with it and i must admit it bugs me, but everyone knows what he did and have to be professional/amicable at work...i just want someone to tell him what they think....its mre annoying as he is seconded to us and can go anytime...i just wish he would go...whoslt my work have been supportive, the underlying issue is at work..I have even looked at less paid jobs and thats a bit silly...i have worked too hard to do that...i feel effed up in the head, life, and whilst i wanna get on with things,..i just cant....help...
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