Hi everyone, i feel lost and emotional. I have had a bad patch and now I feel like I am on lost. On paper, I have a good job, a house, and sometimes I think do i just need to shut up and get on with things? For those who dont know, i was see-ing someone from my work, it ended as i found him cheating. Now i dont want to be here...i was offered a job down south, however the job security is not too good with it. Do i stay where i am, put into place my plan of action and still feel crap, actively look to leave. Or do i just leave now?? This involves leaving my home town, a job where i have been for six years, to a new town and a job where the future is not known...i know it would be better for me to get a job within a council as that secures lenght of service etc...i just want someone to tell me what to do , though i know ultimately its my decision...i dont like why this guy has done to me, though do i think crap happens move on...today i could just cry...i feel like i have ruined my career..or would be ruining it if i left...would i? Everyone says something new, a fresh start helps? And time is a healer...i could just rip my hair out or do sometihng to stop me feeling like this....i have been away for a weekend and it was lovely...came back and i just feel effed up....i feel like i have lived my life...just feel like going......what would people do? Do a list of pro and cons, take the plunge and go...old me would take things in my stride..is 34 too old to be risky?? I just wish i hadnt got involved, though i cant change the past....why am i making drastic life changes when he is the screw up...he goes into work and just gets on with it and i must admit it bugs me, but everyone knows what he did and have to be professional/amicable at work...i just want someone to tell him what they think....its mre annoying as he is seconded to us and can go anytime...i just wish he would go...whoslt my work have been supportive, the underlying issue is at work..I have even looked at less paid jobs and thats a bit silly...i have worked too hard to do that...i feel effed up in the head, life, and whilst i wanna get on with things,..i just cant....help...
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Feeling lost, helpless, emotional, no direction..shall i just leave and move?
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Is it possible to speak to a manager about how this is affecting you maybe he could be asked to leave it doesn't seem fair your left suffering while hes happily getting on with his,life , dont think you should have to give up the job you've worked hard for could he be,moved to different office cant be easy having to see him every day x
Mimii xx
Hi, my manager as everyone at work has been brilliant. There is no point in me moving as this guy moves between offices, and she has given em the details for carefirst/occupational health. He has told me himself he will be leaving, but thats just crap...this guy aint going anywhere.
I suppose the sensible thing is to, save up and clear some debts. Then look at me moving....i dont know....i just feel like crying...
We were together mar to aug...kind of...it seemed to just drift on. I seemed to ha had a delayed reaction to it all as at first i was fine and maybe a part of me thought things could work...i just dont see myself getting through it,..everyone tells me they wouldnt be able to do it either..yet i am expected to get on with my work....maybe the carefirst will help as talking to someone external etc...but then i know if i see him...i have already got things into place so i dont see him, thats not healthy...but as you say maybe in time it will get easier??? Maybe i needed this to give me the kick to go??? Honestly, wish i could be somehwere far away.....
Hi mimii,
I am off for week, except tuesday....so yes i will be looking to see how i feel and i know i am thinkin too far ahead and how i will feel when i go back. Mayb deep down i know i should go...the thought of change now petrifies...my confidence and everything seems to have gone.....maybe i need to make a decision and roll with it....i am due to move into house share and wont be living on my own....and i think that will be good...though the issue...its still at work....i do agree,...see how it goes...i am looking for a quick fix??
I know i would be happy.....as i have got over the heartbreak and when i dont see him, i am buzzing. When he comes in, i isolate myself, walk out of office, am just not happy...and this in turn impacts on my job.....i am def out of sight out of mind....i dunno mimii...i just worry with this time off...what if i dont want to go back...end up goin off sick...all cos of an ex....i had a positive weekend away and had got back and all these anxieties have triggered again. I was all confident over weekend: see it as a challenge, i love a challeneg...but mayb in truth i just do need to be away....???
Mmmmmm....thinking...but over thnking and getting stressed
Whats up mimii?
Oh no, whats on your mind?
Ok...take care
Ta scoobyd....i will have to do that until i find another job.....also in place: tactical avoidance, ta