Well its been a couple of weeks.... As some of you know I had to make the difficult decison to end my relationship, he is a lovely guy and treats me well, but lives 100 miles away and Ive been going up ther on a weekend.
Last year I moved but then he went away to work mon to fri leaving me on my own, but that wasnt really the problem, the problem was his interfering mother...... contstantly over stepping the mark, saying and doing inappropriate things but not in front of my partner.....basically has made my life a misery and I tried to tell him and he wouldnt listen....
So after 7 months of turmoil i ended it.... and I got the most horrendous text message off his mum and sister.... All because I said I cant move, I asked him to move here but he says he cant..
BUT last night I went out with the girls and missed him terrribly....... Had to come home early in tears......Please tell me Ive just hit the town too early and not ready to go out drinkiing yet...........Before I ended the relationship I had got very down and was suffering with a lot of anxiety, due to his mother and the changes I think.
I know when I think of how she is that I cant live my life like that, but its so hard at the minute........I have to get another job, was offered a job but had to turn it down cos I dont feel like I can cope with it at the minute......But I dont feel like I have a life here now after nearly 2 years of going up there every weekend........