Hi all sorry I havent been on here in about a mouth now.
As some of you were aware I left my long term partner and father to my children around 6 weeks ago.. Well after 3 weeks we had a Chat and he's understood that he was wrong etc I love him sometines you just got to give 2nd chances so I have and we are back together. He doesn't know about me on here and I don't want him to, this is something I get awAy from him.
I had a good day yesterday taking my eldest to his app (which I don't normally go to) as I suffer badly with anxiety and panic attacks, afterwards I dropped him to Nursary and took my youngest to my mums again I don't go there I hadn't been there in months before yesterday. Now today I have nothing planned at all and I want to take my kids somewhere but when I just think about it I get scared and panicy I should just get up and Go really to stop me thinking about it but I know At some point when I'm out I will get panicy and that.. The only place I can control my panic attacks are at home and there's nowhere nearby I can take the kids I really should get proper help I'm fighting this alone with limited people even knowing I suffer with this!