Back to my old fears and I cant go through all that job hunting crap again. Feel so bad, that I didn't ride it through, my boss was a bully, n I only managed 3 momth. My husband says take time out. But I still panic.
The job was on my door step and it was as a sales assistant, n now I wonder what next, so upset that I let the fears win. At first my husband said stick with it, but then eventually I ground him downn and he said hand your notice in then. I had second thoughts right up to the last minutes but still did it.
I even tried to retract it, got a letter today, saying no go.quite upset.
Why has the fear won again. ?
Why cant I listen to people when they give advice, I only see what they mean after I've made my mistakes and think why didn't I listen. .