I went fishing today, from 10am to 3pm, and did some what enjoy it, not like I used to as I was full of pain and tension to head neck shoulders back, still got it, makes me feel so rough. But maybe more fishing will help as I did used to really enjoy sitting by a nice lake. I am very tired aswell now, I think was maybe the fresh air, that or the meds. Anyway hope everybody has had a good day, or at least not to bad.
Love
Bonnie
xx
Hi Bonnie glad u enjoyed ur fishing. Alot of my family love fishing, I used to go now and then very relaxing it was. Xxx
Thank you Donna, I just need to get rid of all the tension and pain at the moment, I thought it would go at fishing, but I was getting stressed with it, so I maybe made it worse. Hope you have had a good Donna,
Love
Bonnie
xx
I have Bonnie thank u 
woke up panicking with thumbing heart and tingling early hours but been fine all day. Hope it stays away, just sets u back abit and fills u with fear xxx
Yes it does,and its the fear we have of it that keeps it going. I used to wake up in the middle of the night a long time ago, with a horrible feeling that something was abouts to happen, it was a very strange feeling.
I hope you have a better night tonight
Love
Bonnie
xxx
Hi Bonnie
I have done as I was told & read your post 
WELL DONE YOU !
Bless you , I am pleased you got out & enjoyed it , but what an achievment
You have loads to choose from I feel , if this positive post happens tomorrow , I say happens as jetstar has not signed in yet today ...unless he is undercover 
Proud of you
Love
whywhy
xxx
Thank you whywhy, I did enjoy it other than the pain and tension in all parts, and still have, you would think it would go wouldent you, but hey stayed in one place in a chair for 5hrs, I am keeping that in my mind and the café yesterday. Hope you are feeling better now, I will soon, going to bed feeling tired, and once I put on a deep relaxing CD, all the tension flys away.
Love
Bonnie
xxxx
Well done bonnie it's great to hear that you gave it a try and you quite enjoyed it you should be proud of yourself hn. Now it's just time to try and relax well done xxx
Oh Bonnie,
Head yourself South complete with rod the fishermen hate eels down this way.
We could make a killing!
Any investment for a pie & mash shop?
1b4bed
1b4bed
1b4bed really, what about carp, I loved catching a nice big carp. As for the eels we may be able to take them to a market in London and flog em a LM . That's if they still sell them on a stall, still alive and jumping around . As for pie and mash, my daughter has just said that they have one at Walton on the Naze , this is about 35miles away. She has said that we can drive there on Saturday and get pie and mash, seems along way to go for it and then back, will have to have double portion. lol I will think of you as I lick my lips.lol Also I am in the South.
Love
Bonnie
xxxx
Evening all
New to all this...long post
Good bad days and just bad days 
