I did a couple of hours voluntary work..was dreading it...it wasn't that bad...
Don't do it again now for a couple of weeks, as its bank holiday Monday next week, so I don't go..
Still sick of meself, still trying to cheer up, back in my bedroom were I feel safe and don't have to see anyone...
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Hi,
I've just got out of my pit as I've had to feed the cats. May be going back though. I haven't felt this low for ages. It sucks and I hope everyone feeling like this, comes up in mood soon.
Well done for getting through it and hope you feel better really soon. Xxx
Sorry your feeling low too cookster...
It's awful and the worse thing about it is people don't understand...and I'm getting that way that I just avoid them now, because I can't be arsed haha...
Hope you pick up soon xxxx
Well done for dragging yourself there............. its hard when you feel like crap.......
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YOu did good...........
That was sooooo hard...the office I go to is very close to the one I worked in and gave up my job 6 weeks ago, I was so anxious about bumping into any ex colleagues as I just don't want to see them or be reminded of the place...some of my colleagues were nice too I just don't want to see anyone from there, I think it's because of a few reasons...my feeling of failure and , how I feel now in my present state, and the first thing people say is 'have you got a job' and I am a crap liar and don't want the conversation....I put my sunglasses on and hoped no one would notice me....haha, good job the sin was shining a little anyway...
glad it's over....xxxxxx
OMG, I'm the same, my job that I quit is only a 10 min walk from my house. I dread bumping into any of them for the same reasons. I was confident back then and hid my anxiety from them but I sometimes think they will see it in me. I'm a good liar but I think I would just tell them to fuck off, it's less hassle lol xxx
Haha it's funny isn't it, I get really afraid to bump into them, not sure of all the reasons why, just bad memories mostly because I suffered and no one seemed to care, mind you to be fair, none of them would have known , like you I hid it well...met someone from work out shopping with my daughter a week ago and first thing she said was how's the new job,, I just hate it...I didn't leave for a new job I left cos I was fookin sinking...I got out while I could have a fab reference and before any mistakes happened because my mind was blown !! If I couldn't have left honest cook steer I'm scared for what would have happened to me...xxx
Auto correct always wants to put you in as cook steer LOL it caught me out that time...I do apologise x
No problemo, I've been called worse
Lol, if I hadn't left id be up on a charge for spree killing. The fookin lot bar 2 would have been meeting their maker. I bumped into one at 7 am coming back from my daughters after her dads funeral. She hated me when I was there but was all.. You awl rite. I just looked at her and carried on walking 2 faced biatch. I don't know why I dread it either.
I'm totally understanding you there...why ask if your alright when they didn't care...
But to be honest I laughed when I read this wish I was the type to ignore them and keep walking I'm too soft and a bit of a worrier these days...xx
Oh my heart was racing but I think I was still a tad pissed from the wake to care. I could see her approaching and it was too late to cross the road. Thank god she didn't say anything else coz I don't know if I would have burst out crying or ripped her head off
Well done
B
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Thanks B x
Well done
You did well , each little step no matter what, is a step forward , I hope you feel proud of yourself
love
whywhy
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Did I bite off more than I can chew?
did i have a panic attack?
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