I need reassureces

[Azzurragreen]

I suffer from chronic depression and anxiety, I cut toxic friends and now I just have my boyfriend who know me, but he is always busy and have little to no time with me, we just sleep together twice a weekend and wake up in the morning to go to our lives. I feel alone. i said it to him and I said that i need more reassurences because now I'm really struggling. I said to him my worried thought about being too much to him and his reply was "not now, but if it continues it will be". I know he didn't mean it in an passive-aggressiva way but in a rational and logic one (he's kinda autistic and he doesn't know how to empathise), but I just needed reassureces. When I said that to him he reply with "what type of reassureces?" but I really don't know much of it, but why can't he search about it, why should i always be the one who need to put to words everything that hurts me a lot to even think, I wish hugs and positive reassurences, not cold answers that aliment my paranoia

[BlueAgave]

Welcome Azzurragreen. This is a good community to start with. I'm sorry you're feeling alone right now, but there are many kind people here for you. Not sure what to say about your boyfriend, but maybe you have other family or friends that you can lean on as well. I know that just belonging to this group helps me feel less alone in my struggles.

[Mohammad-341]

He is not your friend at all. He is just using you for sex. If he were he would have cared for you.