What is important is you and taking care of yourself priority. Look after yourself and things will fall into place. Learn about yourself and get the support you need.
So sorry for your losses. I'm in a similar position to you. I'm a nurse and I lost my mum nearly 5 years ago and my Dad a year ago. I'm an only Daughter too and just see my remaining relatives once or twice a year. I would recommend the community on here and also on the untangle grief app, where they also do sessions over zoom, however you do have to pay for it but it's only a small fee.
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