Hey friends, new here. I currently am diagnosed with anxiety, depression, PTSD, and bipolar disorder. My major issue daily is my anxiety. I’m married with 2 kids and a dog. I had a major anxiety attack on Thursday so severe I had to bow out of an out a town trip that was already fully paid for. I start a new job in 2 weeks and most of the childcare, dog responsibilities, housekeeping is on me. A lot of my daily anxieties come from being up from 6am (to walk the dog) then my day goes up until 9/10pm when the kids go down. My husband hides behind the fact that he works longer hours. It’s only until recently he started taking my mental health illnesses seriously because the attacks were coming in more frequently.
When I had this recent attack on Thursday I had to call my sister because I needed help with my kids. I called my friends to tell them I would not be joining the trip and I left my house to go to another family members house for the weekend. When I got back today my husband stuck around for like 20mins and then went to go hang with his friends (He hasn’t seen me or kids in 3 days and had all that time to himself ). Maybe he’s overwhelmed with this, I guess I get it. A lot of my anxiety I feel like it comes from my plate is always so FULL.
Just looking for peer support, friendship, community, and anybody who can offer advice/encouragement.