just a little update

[hlangdon]

my anxiety has been a little out of control lately since I got the eviction notice and trying to clean out the house i'm living in. Trying to purge everything that I don't use and trash things that can't be used again. Since I smoke some of the stuff has to go in the trash since its been in a place where I smoked like the condo I use to live in. Had an attack yesterday because I didn't have a cigarette in the house. Thank god I had just gotten paid for dog watching yesterday so I was able to buy a pack this morning. UGH Last time I had a smoke was a week ago. Still no where to go yet which is really bothering. Have at least 2 different people making sure I'm ok and able to get me around when I need a ride.

[kenster1]

hi can you get help clearing out the house.have you got a new home to go to.

[hlangdon in reply to kenster1]

I don't have a place to go yet. Have to wait til the beginning of next month to talk to the office of temporary assistance to get housing help. Trying to trash what I don't want. My neighbor offered to help move some of my stuff when I find a place.

[kenster1 in reply to hlangdon]

that's horrible does your neighbour have a garage so you could store it so you have some furniture when you get a home.

[hlangdon in reply to kenster1]

no garage for either of us which stinks. The community I live in was at one point just for summer time living. So all the houses are small unless the current owners rebuilt their houses. Most of the furniture in the house my stepfather bought so technically he owns the furniture even though he bought if for me to use in the previous place i was living and it got moved to the house he owns. I had spoken to temporary assistance at the beginning of this month and was told to call them back next month to talk to them in person.

[Pat9 in reply to hlangdon]

Good luck it must be very stressful for you I wish you well and hope you find a new home soon xx

[hlangdon in reply to Pat9]

thank you Pat. Just want it to go quick so i can get settled in. Not liking the NJ weather right about now because I"m watching what i put out in bad weather for trash