I will be leaving my student accommodation forever

[Against_the_current]

Tommorow i will go and start packing my stuff. I still can use it till the end of the month, i wanted to show this city to a friend, just this month is full of events(going to the therapist, psychiatrist, last birthday with dad, cousins' baptism) . I even wanted to go on a comedy. I wanted to start a sport. Idk whether to do yoga, dance or bungee fitness, especially with my knee. My therapist said i have to do some sport and have hobbies outside anxiety cause apparently anxiety isn't a hobby (this is satire ).It's overwhelming to plan. I hope this is for the best. I hope leaving this place and rebuilding my life here - doctors, therapist, sports would help. Just the travel got out of nowhere. It's just emotional and stressful and people don't understand that. I was planning to rest this week and boom have to travel and pack my stuff. Idk where i will put it. Grandpa said after dad moves out, i should go to his appartment but im not so sure. Like yes mom's overwhelming but idk how i would live all alone in a place with so many memories... and bugs.... It's hard to take care of myself and so big place that's old too. I wanted to get a roommate or to swap appartments and have mom and sis live there but dad said grandparents visit they go there. Anyway i hope everyone who thought it was better to leave this place appears and encourages me this is for the best. I really need some encouragement. I'm overwhelmed as hell.

[Alpakka123]

What?! Anxiety isn't a hobby?? 😆

You sound more upbeat with this post, which is great to hear!!! Good luck with everything!

[Against_the_current in reply to Alpakka123]

Thank youu! And yeah, how it isn't a hobby? 🤣

[CLB1125]

I think moving from a place that made you sick is a good idea. Sports is good too! Maybe you will make new friends. That bungee exercise looks interesting but I would hurt myself! I’m not too coordinated! Lol exercise is good to lessen depression. Living in your own apartment I think would be good for you. Less stress but you will be close enough to go visit mom. And leave when it gets overwhelming. I’m excited for you to get started!!

[Against_the_current in reply to CLB1125]

Thank you so much

[gajh]

Wow this is the best post you have made in a while. You sound like you are making some decisions and taking action. I am so happy for you. I definitely offer you my encouragement.

[Against_the_current in reply to gajh]

Feels so good to hear, thanks

[Sunnyday100]

whatever you do and whatever choices you make for living stay in school graduate get that degree. Choices and people will never be easy. Things will come and go. The one thing no one can ever take away from you. Is your education get the degree. Everything else will work itself out or not you will walk through new doors continuously, finish your degree graduate that’s the only goal

[Against_the_current in reply to Sunnyday100]

I got the degree. I wouldn't give up like that. I got it in 18th june

[Sunnyday100 in reply to Against_the_current]

Awesome!!! Wonderful things are heading your way❤️💕

[worthytobeloved]

Wishing you all the luck in the world! It sounds as though you are on the way to building a new life for yourself. Keep up the good work! xxx

[Against_the_current in reply to worthytobeloved]

Awh thank you

[bethelbee]

So glad to hear you sounding more positive!! Wishing you the best!

[Against_the_current in reply to bethelbee]

Thank you! To you too

[bethelbee in reply to Against_the_current]

Thank you!

[MaggieSylvie]

Who are you and what have you done with Against_the_current?