Arrived at my accommodation and can't make decisions. Anxious, nauseous, ibs

[Against_the_current]

Want to go home but idk if that's the right decision or i should just get a bigger accommodation. I arrived just yesterday. But I'm so weak both physically and mentally. Idk if i can make it through the winter at home and idk if i should move out at a different place here and whether it would help me. My therapist is busy till 9th sep, my psychiatrist is in Greece

[CLB1125]

can you discuss it with your father?

[SoporRose in reply to CLB1125]

Good thought.

[Against_the_current in reply to CLB1125]

He said i decide but to just travel two cities every day, it would be cheaper for him. He's no support at all. It would be too much traveling

[SoporRose in reply to Against_the_current]

I don't understand this part: "but to just travel two cities every day, it would be cheaper for him." Will you expand on that a bit?

[SoporRose]

What do your instincts tell you about going back to your mom’s, staying where you are, and finding another place? You often say you don’t feel feel like an adult (you are one, I promise). Which option seems most likely to give you what you’ll need to function?

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

I don't know, I'm absolutely disregulated

[CLB1125]

how about setting a timeline for yourself? Say give yourself a week there, see how it goes. If it's tolerable, try another week. You know you have options, so you don't have to worry you are stuck there. you can always go back home, but give this a chance first.

[Against_the_current in reply to CLB1125]

Yeah, i can't give up now. I'm running on thin ice about getting a new accomodation. Soon students will arrive and soon i will have to pay the rent for here. I believe that if i have more space, i will feel better

[CLB1125]

that’s possible. Keep moving forward. You got this!!👍