As if I didnt have enough to deal with I have IRS problem now, my therapist is leaving and I had a bad experience with pastor of church Ive been attending.
The only thing I had left giving me any pozitive feeling was singing in church. Now thats ruined. I keep on praying that my last day will come already.
PeaceNeed
I'm very sorry you are having such a difficult time.
Is there no chance of fixing things with your Pastor? If not can you find another church?
With all this going on it sounds like you could use some professional help. Do you have a therapist? A doctor?
If you feel you may hurt yourself please call 988 for support
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Hi DolphinI'm supposed to be getting a new therapist. My real world situation is getting worse . I've already said enough about that. I'm not planning anything, but I'm really not going out of my way to go running to doctors either. Thank you for showing concern. This is one of the few places I find that . I've been kicked around every where else I've turned to.
Hi
I'm very glad to hear you plan on getting a new therapist. I hope you don't have to wait too long to get started. I know there is a long wait for many people.
We are here to support you. That's the beauty of this site. There is always someone to talk to and so many of us understand the struggles.
Don't lose hope, sometimes that's all we have.
Again thank you for responding. Dolphin.
Thanks AlwaysWarning about 988. I have called them .....not anymore. I spoke with IRS sending them payment tomorrow. In my worst moments which are becoming more frequent I pray to God for a natural way out. I'm 65 and don't really want to reach 70.
I really apologise for not having anything positive to say back. Thank you for your response.
Thank you Always. Im in nyc i hate it here. My body is deteriorating and the emotional problems I have interfer with my ability to deal with everything.Sorry to be ngative.
My circumstances arent good. I was in a housing program for a long time and I was driven out.
Now Im old and dont have the experience or knowledge to deal with all the problems Im facing.
just wondered my late aunt lived in new York she resided in Jackson heights amongst other places in the city she always said it was safer than Scotland.
I wish for well . Im soo scared i can barely function.
The whole world seems to be sliding into chaos.
The whole world seems to be sliding into chaos.
Spirituality 
Where do I belong?
Insomnia and going insane family drama! 
Feel Like Things Will Never Get Better For Me.
So many things, feel like I will never get better...
