Is anyone there?

[Nobodyhome]

I feel so totally alone right now. I'm surrounded by my family but all I can think is how not a single one of them knows me. It is my own fault- a choice of my own making, so I have no one to blame but me. But now I need them. I need someone. And I don't know what to do. I hate what I'm becoming, but I dont know how to change my direction. I've always tried to be the pillar- the one with the answer when someone has a question. This is the first time I've ever truly felt I don't know what to do. I'm so lost I don't even know what questions to be asking.

[gajh]

Hello and Welcome. You don't have to be alone any longer.

[Ellamaye]

We are here . Me and the rest of the community x sounds like your going through something deeper than you express in your post.I hope will reach out to your family even if your the strong one you may be surprised at how strong they can be?

[LadyZen]

Sorry you're feeling this way. I hope you can get some reprieve through this site.

[Hidden]

It’s okay to be lost and to not know what to ask. I’m new to this forum, but I can already tell you that people are here to help and you’re not alone. We can be your someone. We are here for you.

[Stippler]

If it is of any consolation, I very often feel exactly the way you have described. But there are many people here who are patient, helpful and empathetic. Please share what you are comfortable with and we will try to help. Sending peace. 🙏🙏🙏

[Nobodyhome]

Thank you all for your responses and kind words. Last night was particularly bad.

[gajh in reply to Nobodyhome]

How are you doing tonight?