just need to know I’m not alone

[Toots62]

I’m 61 years old, divorced, and have had a horrible year of anxiety and depression. It started in my late teens, but this has been the worst bout I’ve ever experienced. It all started when I went to the ER with symptoms of a stroke. Well in the ER I found out it was side effects of a psych med Rexulti. So I was taken off that immediately and hospitalized and treated for Parkinson’s syndrome. While in the hospital my daughter and her husband who had been living with me moved out. When I was released from the hospital I had to have physical, occupational, and speech, therapy. Also my mom was in and out of the hospital and rehabilitation centers and we found out she had cancer. After 3 attempts of scheduling the surgery and her backing out, she finally had the surgery. She is cancer free, as far as we know.

It’s been a slow process living alone, trying to go help her, and to try and get my antidepressants straightened out. Which evidently aren’t helping a lot or I wouldn’t still be suffering from this horrible depression and I feel so alone. I have no friends, because of the last year. I feel like I no longer have a purpose in this world. The only thing that gets me out of bed is my 3 dogs. I’m so tired of feeling this way!

[litethatnevergoesout]

you’re lonely and feeling abandoned, you’re going through a hard time and I’m sorry about your anxiety and depression. This is a good site to be on the community is helpful and friendly. I feel your pain. I’m trying to find purpose in life as well. That’s great you have dogs!

[Ready2help]

You are not alone. I know it is difficult. Everyone in this group need someone to be there.

[sabres4love]

You are definitely not alone. I have been suffering from awful anxiety this entire year. I have always had anxiety, but not to this degree. I am used to just "waiting for the storm to pass," but this one won't pass. Coming on this forum has helped me to not feel so alone. Everyone is very friendly and supportive. You are in the right place.

[Hidden]

My dear

Im 67. Divorced. Have anxiety and depression. Also things happening in my life similar to yours.

I’m trying to figure out how to feel safe while meeting new people.

Not easy

Thot about an in person support group.

I find online dating can be safe. No one knows my affiliations and I can manage my symptoms so much better , now that my meds are right.

It’s sometimes easier to just be alone but I know it’s not healthy

Any advice?

[catsrock]

This is a lot. I'm so sorry you're having a hard time. You are not alone. We are here to support you. Is there a dog park where you could connect with other dog owners? Or do you have any other interests that might lead you to meet people? I don't know if I'm any help, but wanted to try.

[sgh49ers]

I’m 63 and suffer from Major Depressive Disorder, Anxiety and have PTSD. I am right there with you, you are definitely not alone. I’ve had a terrible two months and am at my wits end. Crazy to say, but if I didn’t have my cats I don’t think I would be here. My doctor can’t seem to find a medication that helps. I’ve lost track of how many I’ve tried. It is such an overwhelming feeling and I would give anything to feel better.

I live alone and moved to a different state, and haven’t made any friends. To top it off I no longer have a car, so I mostly stay at home. I just want the pain to go away.