I’m so sorry for all of my posts. I don’t mean to be annoying. It just helps me to be able to share my feelings.
I’m feeling better today. My throat isn’t as swollen and I decided I’m going to stop taking mucinex only because I’ve been taking it so much I think it’s starting to upset my stomach. The eye drops have been helping my pink eye. Originally my boyfriend was going to come over but something came up, and I would feel bad if he came and had to deal with me like this.
My stomach is a little upset and I can’t tell if it’s my anxiety or if Im sick. I’ve been sick for a week, so realistically I know it’s probably very unlikely that I’d now develop an upset stomach from this. And I know I’ve been feeling anxious about the doctor saying if my sore throat continues I should get tested for mono. I’m trying to tell myself I most likely don’t have mono as now my sore throat is going away. I’m trying to eat but it’s hard. At 5am I had some crackers, and I just had a granola bar. I’ve been drinking Gatorade. I don’t want to throw up.
When I’m like this I really just want my mom. Something about being with her calms my nerves especially when I’m upset or sick. But I don’t know if she’ll let me come and spend the night because of my pink eye. It says after 24 hours of antibiotics it’s not contagious, and that would be in like three hours. I guess it doesn’t hurt to ask her.
im sorry for this long rant. Thank you if you took the time to read it.. I don’t have anything in particular that I’m asking. I just needed to not feel alone. Any response is greatly appreciated. I am so incredibly thankful for this community.