anxiety

[Tikki33]

im really not sure what to do with my life im 33 year old and with no stable job . I need a job but kinda want without interview i have anxiety and depression mostly anxiety recently ive been feeling suicidal and questioning my existence and stuff this is geting ridiculous snd boring i wish i could just fly away or win the lotto or something or had a job , i dont sleep well either/kinda insomnia /restless i dont know what to do or how to do so indecisive about some things , so like lost n lonely

[Agora1]

Hi Tikki33 and Welcome to a compassionate and understanding community.

You seem to have a multitude of issues that until they are addressed your

anxiety will continue. There was a time that I wished I could run away from my

problems. My Anxiety had gotten so overwhelming that I wanted to find a quiet

place to call my own that I could retreat to. But then I realized that I couldn't

run away because the thoughts were coming from deep within me. Going somewhere

else, my baggage would just come with me.

And so I knew I had to reconcile my way of thinking. I could not "wish" away my situation.

I had to up and face it head on. The things I could change I did and the things I couldn't

I would have to accept.

Once you get your life stable, you will no longer be indecisive. Tonight, you just took

your first step forward new friend by coming onto this site.

You will learn from others in this community relaying their own journey with Anxiety

and Depression. If nothing else, you will no longer feel so alone. My best to you xx

[Tikki33 in reply to Agora1]

im like a big im not sure or i dont know at this moment , im kind of questioning whats my existence for and stuff and if there is god too or not , i have so many like mixed feelings and stuff mostly right now is the no stable job situation and my anxiety i really wish i was rich or sonething or a bird or had some job without interview or something because im nervous/afraid of them too😭😭😭😭

[Wellness_Influencer in reply to Tikki33]

you are not alone. There are many of us that feel like this.

[Agora1 in reply to Tikki33]

Tikki33, when the time is right for you, it is you who will have to make the

choice to step forward and go after the things you want in life.

Wishing and hoping only goes so far. The answer lies within you.

My best to you in finding your reason for existence. xx

[Gingerbreadman1978 in reply to Agora1]

could not of said it better my self 👍

[Wellness_Influencer]

do you want answers??? But then what if what you see you can’t unsee. Ignorance is bliss…. But once you see you will no longer have that excuse. So how big is your passion and desire to know? I recently felt like you until I discovered something that changed my life! Literally I can’t learn enough. There are answers and believe it or not they really lie within your heart. But the answer is yes…. Everything you want you can have but you’re going to work for it. Not like 80 hours a week bringing away. The work is on you and in you. When you start to acknowledge and act on your hearts true desires you will start to feel alive again with energy. Just know your not alone!