struggling with functioning

[reinventingmyself36]

I have made so many posts and I know a lot of you can relate and are going thru and have gone thru horrific experiences.

I am struggling with severe anxiety attacks even with taking buspar and Klonopin.

I am plagued by fears of dying since I fear meeting God and going to hell for my sins.

I cannot get over the fact that I have non supportive friends and a family I can’t get close to or want around. I always def isolate and binge shows and call crisis hotline everyday to vent. I have no coping mechanisms and everything I try to do makes me feel more angry, depressed, and alone. It’s a struggle to even get up out of bed. I fear going outside. I have lost so much money by not going to work due to inability to conquer debilitating anxiety and dread of facing the work day.

I am in therapy and have been on so many mood stabilizers antidepressants and nothing works. I don’t know how to function like normal people do. It hurts so bad. I have crying spells. I’m overweight and struggle with that as well. What to do? Maybe this is just a rant and I’m sorry for that

[Roxylox]

It's not just a rant. As l replied to you before l can totally relate. I too find it hard to relate. I also regularly vent to helplines to little avail. The ones l ring say they can't advise, and advice is what l need. Lately l get some comfort from online hypnotherapy.

[LilyAnnepuppy]

You’re not alone. We hear (and share) your pain. Keep sharing. We can handle it together.

[reinventingmyself36 in reply to LilyAnnepuppy]

your a kind soul! Thank you.

[LilyAnnepuppy in reply to reinventingmyself36]

I try. ❤️

[Shunneddune]

I gget It,,...I could have easily posted the same issues and ass ociated emotions that go with it...88m Not good and advice but maybe just knowing your not the only one could be helpful