having a tough day

[Gladdi8or]

yesterday I had problems with my account which really stressed me out. Support were able to fix it but then removed my account because I mentioned that I was having urges. This confused and upset me because this is one of the few places I thought I could be honest about how I was feeling. I understand that I cannot rely on this support group to completely solve my problems and that is not what I thought before either. I use this group to feel less alone and feel extra supported.

Today my mom is having a really hard time. I always try to support her and lighten the load for her as I have 5 siblings and my dad is away for work currently so it is a lot of work for one person. But I just feel so exhausted trying to help her through her mental struggles when I’m barely above the surface myself. It’s just been rough today and now I am also worried about what I post on here in fear of being removed and even more alone

[Celtic27]

Hi there its good you believe in the benefits of the group ! Good to see you've stepped up to help you mom regards your mom's mental state (I presume you mean depression ) does she recieve help from a doctor or physiatrist because as commendable you've been do not over burden your self as it wouldn't be helpful to either you or your mom God bless you both 😊

[Gladdi8or in reply to Celtic27]

she is not diagnosed with any mental illness as far as I know but it has been a very rough few years for our family as whole, especially for her

[bethelbee]

They do occasionally remove posts if they could possibly have a major trigger for someone else.

[catsrock]

You are dealing with a lot! I'm glad you come here to share and I hope it helps.

[Midori]

Hi there. One thing that might help you get more replies, would be locking your posts to the community. It helps deter trolls, as other wise your posts can get out from here and be available to just about anyone on the Net.

Cheers, Midori

[Gladdi8or in reply to Midori]

thank you I’ll try to do that from now on