I feel so bad that im so tired and cold all day and just want to sleep. I regret not canceling my gym card when all i do is sleep

[Against_the_current]

It's winter, cold and am hybernating i guess. I am so mad at myself that i didn't cancel my gym membership when I didn't even go one day. I slept all the time and even when im awake i feel cold and struggle to go out. I could have kept the money. Damn social anxiety making me scared to call to cancel. Actually i was there at 31 and asked to cancel but the receptionist said they already substracted the tax and I have to call at the centre on the next day and try. I got paralized by social anxiety and couldn't. Now i feel bad cause im saving money and everything is going up here. Also ordered sis a birthday gift. I couldn't get up on time to go search if it's available here so i ordered it before it goes out of stock and I feel bad for the shipping fee. And tomorrow i start university and it will be really intense. Will be hours. Not like until now going for just a class or two. Idk how i will manage when im so tired all the time. And i want to go to the other choosable subjects but they're full and they require even more time. Wondering whether to give up and sign for the classes i didn't want at first. But i want to go to these first classes and knowing myself i will end up burning myself out going to all the classes instead of choosing or settling for the classes left

[PrinceMom]

You are not alone! Remember that.

Is there a friend or family member that you trust nearby who you could call, and they could stay with you as you make the phone calls and decisions for classes? It sounds like you just need a bit of support - even one person. But there are lots of people here on this chatroom that are thinking about you and sending good vibes...I know I am. Let us know how the phone call to the gym turns out! 👍

[Against_the_current in reply to PrinceMom]

Thanks. I really do need support. But it's already the mid of the month, it's too late for that call

[SoporRose]

I don’t know how the United system works there, but I do know, whatever classes you end up taking, you’ll throw yourself into them and excel because that’s what you’ve been doing all along. I know you’ve had trouble finding support from friends and your school, but I believe in you.

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

Thank you

[DropOfSunshine]

If i were you i would not sign up for classes you are not interested in. It will drain you and exhaust you. A smaller set is better if you are tired so you can properly focus on that without overwhelming yourself. Maybe you can check whether some of those courses you say are full and you wanted to do might take one more student? Or maybe you can join later on, next semester in September? (Or whenever next semester is). Or maybr they have a wait list you can sign up to for some classes?