IM DONE

My mom told me to get her something so I did she said it wasn't the right thing so she complained about it and I told her then why don't you get it yourself since you always complain about everything you ask us to do and it's not perfect just the way you want it. so my dumbass dad gets in to the conversation like he always does and makes it worse because when he gets in to peoples conversations and doesn't know how to mind his own business he gets in to your face, threatens ti beat you uo, but then says he can't because my mom is around or some adult is around and he doesn't wanna go to prison. so then he just slaps you in the face or tells you how your such a horrible daughter and how he shouldn't have adopted you and when you tell him that he needs to get out of your face and be quiet and mind his own business because he wasn't even part of the conversation he slaps you again and still tells you how much of a suck up you are and how your such a bitch and a selfish person and it goes on and on and on. but when you try to tell the cops or police or someone that they don't believe you because he says that it's not true and he would never hurt his kids because he is such a good parent and shit. so then you have to deal with it everyday and end up going to a mental hospital for trying to run away or try to do something so you won't have to deal with it anymore. he will never understand how much you hate him and how much you don't want him to be your father because he makes situations worse and becomes physical. he will never understand how he is part of the reason your depressed and have so much anxiety and don't feel safe at home because of what he does even though in his mind he didn't do anything wrong. he will never understand that when his grandkids are around they get scared to because he throws things and breaks things and yells and cusses and his 5,7,7, and other 5 year old grandkids are terrified of him most of the time and wants to go home and doesn't wanna come over because of him. he will never understand quite literally no one will ever understand how horibble of a person he is.

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Have you told your councillor all of this?

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yea I do all the time and they call people and then my parents lie and nothing happens because nobody ever believes me

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There isn't anyone else you can tell?

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there's literally no point in trying, whats ur story

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r u good??

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Yes I'm good, used to get a lot of anxiety and depression, but I got busy and I'm ok now.

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I am so sorry you are going through this. Can you possibly record secretly with your phone so when the cops do come or someone else, you have evidence? I think it is worse when you can't get any help because it is your word against his. I am assuming your mom takes his side? Do you have any other family that might be able to help?

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I thought of that a few days ago and this morning my dad told me he was gonna punch me in the throat if I didn't stop raising my voice when I never did because he asked me what I was doing and I said I'm sorting out my pencils and pens to make sure they work and which ones don't work because he was standing right behind me and he clearly knew what I was doing, I mean thats a stupid question. the thing is when he said that I didn't get the chance to do it because it was out of no where and if he saw me doing it he was gonna end up breaking it

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try to record him

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I'm sorry u are going through this its probably not easy at all try to avoid arguments with your dad you safety is what matters

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i plan on recording it