t's been a long process and I finally talked to my ex. He sent me a song through instagram and I asked him about my stuff that are still at his place. How everything changed so quickly well now I know he thinks i cheated on him with my best friend.
Which I didn't because he saw a pic of me with him(just a pic) and he remembers, (he never remembers anything) but almost a year ago when he was in Ireland and me in Mexico i was acting weird.
He told me once if I cheated on him I would never see him again. THE WORST IS I DID NOT DO IT. Now I know why he changed so much from one day to another. I know how is he when he gets jealous, it is very bad thing cos he doesn't talk to me. It is the first time he brought this out, he maybe thought he was doing everything to take me there and we were gonna married and then he found out the pic from my cellphone how he found it?, well before I came back from Ireland he downloaded all my pictures from my iPhone cos he didn't want to selected one by one. I remember having pics there with this friend but I didn't think was gonna be a such a big deal. He doesn't believe a lot and he is not very confident cos he is thinking I did it. I talked to him and I explained, obvs he wanted an explanation as he has pictures with his friends, Which i don't like, but they are his friends.
So I guess then he thought about me being so young and being a cheater, about the negativity he felt about our future. Now i understand other things
I don't wanna rush if he wants to come back again one day.
I feel sad he has thought that.
Ps. He didn't say exactly I cheated on him but I can read between lines, he said all this was after the breakup but I truly believe that might be the reason why he broke up with me and how he was being so cruel.