Am i stupid? I'm overwhelmed, i feel like being beaten up in a snowstorm

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So i was texting with this person, i know, i know i want to wait too, i think im dumb for feeling eyc, but i had to go to university for my internship documents. It was really hard to do both at the same time. But i don't want to dissapoint him (yeah, i know, i know i did stupid for not priritizing my task) and i went to university and they turned down my documents because of the date. I printed new and it turned out the printed not the written date was off. I printed new and the lady asked me what class im from, i said Psychology, and the lady was really fed up with me being so stupid, and then turned down the other documents because they're accepting documents only of the Pedagogics not of the Psychology class. I didn't even knew they still aren't accepting. I have been trying to proceed my documents since July. I didn't know it was till 12am. I didn't know i had to change the date. I didn't know they weren't accepting documents. Am i stupid?! What's wrong with me?! How can i work? How can i function? I'm useless. What will happen to me when dad stops giving me money? I printed 9 copies of my contract. Spent a fortune. And i'm broke. I have 50 dollars for 10 days and i have to buy my meds. There's no way i can ask for money. And i just hope he doesn't break up with me. He went to sleep. It would be so stupid to break up with me because my university is stressing me out and because apparently im too stupid to deal with my internship that is stressing me all summer. How will i work? Yeah i know im dumb for not telling him im busy. Yeah ik he should understand. I'm just worried because i don't want to lose him because university stressed me out.

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Stop putting yourself down. We all learn things we didn’t know and that certainly doesn’t mean you’re stupid. You can’t let stuff get to you. Take one day at a time. Try to budget your money carefully. Be proud that you are trying to get a college education. College is difficult. Do the best you can.

[Against_the_current in reply to Hidden]

Thank you