Everyday I wake up and I hope it will be a good day and I will be able to watch how I say things to my family. I hope that I can wake up and feel like myself or be able to start to find who I am. I miss my go-getter mood and goal accomplish in high school. I miss being able to get along with my brothers and family but I guess that is long gone. I really need to be able to just work and focus on myself and not worry about taking care of others.
I feel like I am losing myself - Anxiety and Depre...
Yes take care of yourself first. And you will get back to yourself. Your mind is in a negative loop right now, but you can change it. It seems silly, but every morning when you wake up, go to your bathroom mirror, put your hands on your heart and say “good morning, I love you”. Do it long enough and you will learn to love yourself again.
I have two brothers that no matter what I say are mean to me by calling me a b***h, go die, they hate me, or they don't want me around their future kids. I also have my parents telling me that I will never get a job let alone finish school and i basically feel like I only have my friends supporting me. I live in a negative house hold and I have no license yet and i can't get away from anything.
I’m very sorry you are going through this. I pray that you will feel the love and support from your family.
Please know that we are here for you and you can post anytime. You are not alone.
I hope this forum can help you to be encouraged and will help you to feel better.
Take care. You are in my prayers.
I'm glad you can say to yourself that you need to focus on yourself. Do you feel comfortable saying that to your friends/family? It can be hard to do because that's often seen as selfish, but it's not really. Everyone deserves some self care from time to time and some need it more than others. I hope you can ask for what you need from those around you. If you ever want to chat feel free to message me.