I pray because there’s nothing else left to do here
I just don’t want to think anymore
I just want to have things be ok
I pray harder
It can’t hurt
It can only improve
Because I feel at the bottom
And I just can’t anymore
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Starrlight
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Starrlight you’re doing the best you can. Things will work out. Take one day at a time, sometimes one hour at a time. Take breaks. You’re not superwoman. Wishing you the best.🙂
Yeah true. I am trying my best. Maybe too hard I can’t stop the wondering if it will work out. I am but wait I’m not superwoman? Oh damn I thought I was … no wonder!!!!!! ;p im loosing my sh&!
Sometimes I feel the same way. Like no one really cares enough. Giving out too much and not getting enough back. Give yourself a “you” break. Do the things that bring you joy. You are worthy. Breathe.💕 Hugs for you!🌷
Awwwww thank you Hope! You are exactly right! I set up a hike and picnic to celebrate my bday with my fam and best friend. Breathing deeply, calming down. How are you?
I totally understand,. Some days are harder than others for sure. Sometimes just having a caring friend to vent to helps a little. It's been a hard day for me too and there is no one to talk to. I just spent an hour venting to God. I know He can take it! Well I hope we can both get some restful sleep for a change. Sending you love and a hug.💝
Clear the slate today. It's a new day. Put the pain of yesterday behind. I think even if we get half the day as good it's better than a whole day that takes us in a bad direction. Sounds like you were able to hit restart yesterday. I'm so happy for that
I care. I think all you do is amazing. Take things one day at at a time and remember perfection doesn't exist. No two flowers are exactly the same, when you look in the each side of your face is slightly different than the other and probably many more examples I can't think of before ☕️ Always here for you. HUGS ❤️
Got the day figured out morning cloud lookup and weather, prayer /meditation and then US history, World Georaphy, then Vocab, grammar, spelling, Science experiment, poetry
Then throw in some nature photography, health, psychology and math tomorrow
Meditated with deep breathing and Jumped on the trampoline with kiddos and took a walk letting go of the thoughts I do not need. Thanks for the reminder!
Those are all very good too but add in just pleasant thoughts and memories. I like to go to hardware stores because of the constructive atmosphere or look at Fall foliage online. Or bunny videos.
Hi Starlight. I relate so much to what you said. I would also love to have someone who has my back and that I can feel safe with and feel like everything will be ok. Hang in there.
Sending you a giant hug filled with hope for a better tomorrow...please don't give up....I understand where you're at right now but that will NOT LAST FOREVER.👏😗
Awwww thank you… and thanks for the hope for a better day, it worked…today was such a good day! And I handled yesterday too without giving up I just worked harder so I guess that’s successful.
Oh yeah that would be first on my list if I had magic!!!
Happy Birthday early Starrlight!!! I believe you said your birthday is September 1st, the same as Roxylox. Check out the post I made for both of you to wish you both a happy birthday.😊
And in honor of your son the skater boy, well here is Avril Lavigne and her song Skater Boy. youtu.be/TIy3n2b7V9k
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