I don’t want to be this way. Yesterday I tried to succeed. I constantly overlooked the hurt. I try to protect you because I know the pain you are in. I love. I pray and hope. But I hit the bottom failing every time I try for something worth rising up for. I am in too much pain today. So today I’m not trying. And tomorrow I will give up. I will let myself down. I will fail. I will still feel the hurt. I will still be there for you to protect or at least to try. I love you. I will keep praying but I won’t expect since I’m tired of being disappointed. I don’t want anymore.
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