Morning

[Bookishbunny]

I talked to my mom about everything before she left for work and told me to power through because in her words “you can’t just die” and left.

I’m hurting so bad I don’t know what to do. How am I supposed to make it through the day?

I actually held out hope mom would help me but she gave me excuses about having to leave, which I know isn’t true btw. She works 7-4:30 we live thirty minutes from her job and guess the fuck what that means you’d leave at the earliest 6:20 not 6 because your daughter starts talking about hard things!

Should I just blow off work? Hell should I leave and not come back? I’m so over this I’m seriously thinking scary right now.

[sbensman]

Maybe express that you're not feeling well to your boss/supervisor and ask to leave early. I know it's sometimes hard to get a hold of someone know but could you call the National Suicide Hotline: [phone] or sometimes I've done the text line- Text HOME to 741741

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Calm down! Look at ‘Right Now’! How bad is it really! Make the best of what you do have! I’m here for you. Bless

[stellina04]

Hey Bookishbunny,

It's really sincerely hard to not have a supportive family. Even when ypu do have a support system anxiety and depression tends to just make you feel lonely like no one understands or cares.

I went thru some of your previous posts and I want you to know that even tho it feels awful right now, even if your situation really is awful right now it won't be forever. I promise. Your reason for being here is you.

Forget them they can't help you, you need to help you. You need to care for yourself because no one else no matter how much we want them to is going to show up for you more then you will for yourself.

Your so young and you have so much more time to make life what you want it to be. I'm 33 and I still have plenty of time even tho I feel like I don't.

If you need a break from them take it. Go for a walk, take a bath, put some headphones on and listen to or read a book anything to get your own time and a break. Whatever makes you happy. Things will get better.

I've been going thru alot and I've struggled for a while now if you want to talk I'm here to listen you can pm me if you want.

Sending live and positive vibes!

💚

[cbgrace1980]

I'm so sorry you are feeling this way. It does not feel good to have a family member avoid you. We are here for you anytime you need to vent. If you are having trouble, please reach out to someone at your office. You never know who might be kind and loving to you when you most need it. Hugs to you!