I feel like crying but too numb to. So scared, not knowing what to do, anxious and tired from anxiety. I need some comfort.
Also I'm stressing rn because i don't have money, i'm using the Netflix of my Sister's friend's brother. And my sister scolded me that her friend scolded her about the activity there. And i'm feeling terrible. Great, the only things that calmed me videogames and shows are now causing me more anxiety.
Why can't i feel good for at least 5 mins? 😭
I really want to give comfort and recieve it. Even my anxiety makes me appear as some creature, i'm actually willing to understand and support.