I feel trapped.

[diablalo]

I have been in the military for 2 years and some change now and I feel so alone and stuck in a horrible situation. Before I joined, I struggled with depression. But after I joined, it was only emphasized, especially since I have no family or friends around. I have no motivation to do anything for myself (or the child growing in my belly) and no one seems to be concerned about me, not even my therapist when I tell him I’m okay with driving into oncoming traffic. My coworkers hate me, they constantly make my life harder and difficult on a day-to-day bases. I just don’t know what I should do. Everything is so hard. I drag through everyday just hoping that I don’t cry by the end of it or during.

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I don't have any answers but I can relate to feeling stuck. It's a horrible feeling.