I feel trapped

[xjeh2830x]

I just want to run away. From everything. I’m not happy with the life I have. I don’t like the people that surround me and as much as I try to avoid those people it’s like i’m trapped. Being in a toxic household where you can’t escape because you have no money to move out and you’re still underage sucks. I feel alone. I feel like no one truly understands me. My anxiety is getting worse by the day. Constantly feeling uncomfortable and not being able to breathe properly is annoying. I am getting to the point where bad thoughts surround my mind everyday. I continue to fight it but it makes me wonder how long can I fight this? When will I truly be able to know happiness?

Disclaimer: This is just a rant.

[Darklight_465]

I'm sorry you feel this way. Being in a toxic household is not easy. But you are so strong, you decide to get up everyday and continue. Don't give up, not yet . Not never because if you do your letting the people that are making you feel like this win. You are letting them oppress you. You are helping them prove them right and you are so much more. You are beautiful, amazing, strong, You are important. You are wanted, you are special. With out you the world would fall apart. sending you all my love. You got this love!! I love you !! <3

[Manestreet]

True happiness is something that as humans we cant stop chasing, the fight might be long but it wont be forever. The fight for happiness can sometimes be confusing and we can be going on circles rather than a straight line, but if theres something i know for sure is that things that matter the most takes time. Living the life we dream wont come unless we keep tryinh when its hard. The hard part of this process to know true happiness is that we have to hit rock bottom, and the first part about is the only way to go is up. Life can bring sorrows and pain, but life can also bring joy as long as you fight long enough until you get so desired joy. One day when everything is in place both money and age you get to live by your own rules and set your barriers, but thats not all u also get to actually chose who surrounds you and who doesn’t. All the beautiful things in life such as setting rules and limits can take time but if you truly wait for it and let things come there will be nothing to stop or anyone because life will be yours. Now here i just encourage you to keep taking the most courageous act, the act of living and living with the goals you have in life. Don't let anything stop for one day you and everyone will get to see the light and you will shine as bright as a diamond. Be patient and know that one day this things will come and one day you will set rules and limits that will make up the life you have always dreamed of.

[Hidden]

Hi. Rant away! We're here to listen!Feeling trapped, alone, and like no one understands are truly awful feelings. I'm so sorry you feel all these. Is there someone in your family you can talk to about this? It's important to get it out. You shouldn’t be suffering alone.

[Theloudone]

I can totally understand the feeling of being uncomfortable and feeling like breathing is hard. Everyday I have panic attacks and it’s getting worse and worse. Each time I leave my house it happens, and I too question how long I can fight this. Bad thoughts surround my mind a lot too and even when there’s good going on, I can’t focus on that.

I don’t have advice, but just wanted to say your not alone.

[Boopy01]

Completely understand, So many of us feel this way, and I want u to know you are not alone. I have been there more than once. It is not fun and at times it gets so extremely hard that one can wonder if it would b better to just,"quit". But try to keep focusing on the light at the end of the tunnel. It may be few feet a way or can be miles away but you can get to that light.

[AdamFCastillo31]

You came to the right place to find help. I can hear you I know what are you going through you should keep fighting you cannot let go of this easily. You are a brave person Depression and anxiety can be dealt with through coping strategies and in a combination method in most cases( medication+ counseling). As I am not a medical professional I can guide you on what measures I took to deal with my anxiety issues and they worked well for me, I am not a fan of medication it marked me feel very sick I quit them early.

[KJnOTT]

I am so glad you reached out for support and am so sorry you are struggling. I am sure it can feel quite overwhelming - anxiety can be difficult to manage. I don't know your situation and what you are walking through, but it may be helpful to walk through some of these emotions with a counselor. I know an excellent resource that offers a free session with a licensed counselor who could help you with local resources' in your city. Feel free to reach out and I will send you the number. Praying for peace, strength and love to surround you. Blessings.