Uncertainty

[Taz79]

My depression and anxiety is ripe at the moment, I have so much work to do, I hate working from home, this lockdown is affecting me more than I've realised. I live with my boyfriend, we sleep in separate rooms, he got drunk last night and was saying how much he would like to have sex with this lass and that they are going on a date, also he messages her about 200 times a day where he barely speaks a word to me. I can't talk to him yet as i am too upset but also i know that he won't think its a problem. This has played on my mind all day and has made me think all kinds of things

[Starrlight]

I’m so sorryTaz. Why are you with him? You deserve better.

[JW621]

Sorry to hear, now what are you going to do about your toxic environment

[Hidden]

That's not good. Does he still have feelings for you at all???!!!! Maybe you should try to make a plan and move away from him.

[FearIsALiar]

Wow well your boyfriend certainly is not helping with your mental health. You deserve so much better. That is extremely toxic and you definitely should get out of that relationship. Easier said than done I know. I’ve been in an abusive relationship too

[Starrlight]

How are you feeling today? ❤️

[Taz79 in reply to Starrlight]

Thank you for your message and everyone that took the time to message. I brought it up with him today and he said thats why i have been quiet and then he has had loads of opportunity to go shag other people but he is not like that also that if he didn't love me he wouldn't be with me

[Gentlespirit]

My heart goes out to you. A very difficult situation to deal with and alot of emotions and thoughts to process. Please take care of yourself and be patient kind and compassionate.

[JustLost]

Sound to me like he's playing a bit of head games! Someone who truly loved you wouldn't say those things. And he clearly is 'like that' to even be messaging her in the first place. My opinion anyway.