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[magicly_rose]

i don't want to speak to my mother. i don't want to hear her voice. i don't even want to reclaim her as my birth-giver. i don't know how i feel. but i certainly don't feel good. i feel like crawling in a fucking hole and staying there forever.

Edit: i don't 100% feel the same anymore but i honestly just don't know how i feel

[sweetiepye]

What happened ? You must have been hurt badly to be so angry .

[magicly_rose in reply to sweetiepye]

its in my last post. just. i don't know. i don't know how i feel.

[Micafe]

That's very sad. Is there any reason in particular you dislike your mother so much?

🥺

[magicly_rose in reply to Micafe]

its in my last post. i honestly don't know how to feel anymore. i don't know how i feel about her. i don't know how i feel about myself.

[Anij3443]

What's your therapist saying? Praying for you both.

[magicly_rose in reply to Anij3443]

i don't even have a therapist yet. my last one didn't really give me much advice, so we're looking for one now