So I’ve had a lot on my plate this past year. My Dad passed away suddenly in January when I was 6 months pregnant with my first baby. He had silent coronary heart disease and it just happened one random day. I still haven’t processed this or been able to grieve for him. I can hardly cry about it 10 months later as I just can’t believe it’s true.
I had my first baby in May during the first lockdown (covid being another trigger) by an emergency cesarean (another trigger!) a few weeks after this whilst exhausted from rubbish sleep I started to get weird physical sensations like numbness, tingling, burning, twitching, pain. I have spoken to the doctor so many times and had blood tests all fine, had a check in person again he said I’m fine. He recommended CBT and said I have anxiety. (I’ve had anxiety in the past)
My assessment on the phone for counselling she said I definitely have health anxiety and the waiting list is long but I will get treatment eventually.
I’m just so worried as the physical symptoms are still there on and off, move around. I find something bothers me every day.
I will say that when something bothers me another thing goes or improves for a bit. Focusing and worrying makes it worse.
I just can’t take my mind off of it when it’s continuous though.
How can my mind make my toes tingle or my legs burn or neck and shoulder pain?
I literally feel worried sick!
I tried sertraline but it made my symptoms much worse so I am awaiting the talking therapy.
The restrictions with covid have made everything so much harder, I’m scared.
Can anyone tell me if you have been through something similar?
I don’t seem to get the usual anxiety symptoms like headaches, diarrhoea etc this is what worries me.
Thank you.