Heartbroken

[Berrygirl35]

My whole life changed one month ago today when my son was murdered in my front yard. I can't sleep, I can barely get out of bed. I know I'm suffering from PTSD. My anxiety is threw the roof. Just trying to find the strength to go on

[Jeff1943]

We can well imagine your overwhelming distress at the loss of your son and the manner of his passing. I do hope the guilty party has been brought to justice as that will help to bring some closure , a small measure of comfort.Do not say your years together were wasted. You clearly loved your son. I am sure that when he was ill you comforted him as a child and during his growing up: you never let him go cold or hungry, you did everything to bring happiness into his life, helped him bear his disappointments.

So your time together was not wasted, it was not all for nothing because your time together was cut short.

He will never be far away from you and he will help to give you the strength to get through these days of great sadness. Slowly the pain will grow less, never to leave you completely but as you come to accept the reality of what has happened you will be ready to face the world once more.

[hurtingheart1]

That is soo incredibly painful what you’ve gone through!!!😱my heart really goes out to you💕💓💓💓I may not have the right words to say here it’s overwhelming really and I also wish for you to feel some peace and rest you need so you can slowly get to heal an recover!! I believe truly we will see our loved ones again & that this life is not all there is!!! ❣️❣️❣️💜🧡💛💚💙have you heard the song by Coldplay called Paradise I just shared that with another fellow healthunlocked poster on here as a song that uplifts me I close my eyes sometimes listen to this & cry & imagine a better world to come!! Where there’s no more death or Sickness or sadness or pain and it’s beautiful and free!!!!🎼🎹🌻💙💚💜💕🥰🤩we can see our loved ones and friends we’ve lost again and play and laugh and swim with dolphins and ride horses!! 🐼🐨🐴🦋🦄🐝🐞🐢🦕🦖🐠🐟🐬🐳🐋🦓🦛🐘🦒🐫🦌🦙🐐🦜🦚🦩🕊🐇🦥🦦🌴🌴🌳🌳🌱🌿🌿💐🌷🌹🌺🌸🌼🌻🌍🌈🌊🏝🏞🌠🌄just thought to share some uplifting thoughts that help me I’ve lost some family and very dear friends and this helps comfort me!!

[Agora1]

Berrygirl35, my deepest, heartfelt sympathy goes out to you. I'm sorry

for your loss. xx

[Hidden]

So sorry for your loss. I hope you find this support group helpful during your time of grief.

[AnxM]

I am so sorry for your great loss.

Just yesterday, I watched this powerful video about resilience, from a woman who had lost a child in a terrible car accident. She offers 3 thoughts/truths to cope with grieving and other difficult times.

I hope that it will help you.

[AnxM in reply to AnxM]

youtube.com/watch?v=NWH8N-B...(Not working as expected?)

[AnxM in reply to AnxM]

If the link does not work, search The Three Secrets of Resilient People, Lucy Hone on Youtube.

[Nature9]

I am terribly sorry for your loss. This is heartbreaking to hear. I hope this group can provide you with the support you need. I am proud of you for talking about this.

[Estender]

IAM very sorry to hear abot ur loss