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I have so much going on in my life and I don’t have a single person that I can talk to that understands . All my neighbors are blabbing liers that just stir up shit and call manager who is police chief and I’m so alone. I’m scared and desolate. Like last night I had my dog on lease and neighbors didn’t have ahold of the leash or not very good on their dog. My dog is a 9 lb morkie. This dog is bigger and would’ve torn her apart. Luckily the kids over with them ran after it and got it right away but my dog was getting strangled by his boots. I got her and held her and took her inside checked her over and she started throwing up. I can’t say anything to 1 of my neighbors cuz they will report it and I will always have to have her on a leash n we play outside or get ride from my neighbor. That’s 1 thing I will do but not talk about things. But she stays right by me and totally listens. She’s on leash when goes potty. But I get bullied by manager. That’s just one thing

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Hello you were having problems regards this man several weeks ago, Is He not getting any better than before yet ?

Is you Dog any better now, our Pax is a Collie cross and loves to play, sometimes other peoples dogs chase him and sad to say the owners seem to have so much negative attitude.

We were on the Beach several days ago and Pax was playing with a Border Terrier. The terrier ran over to children where building Sand Castles and peed, The fellow chased the dog then went after Pax over thirty feet away, a real charmer. Pax ran away to get back of us, and we had to move the fellow on, a real nasty bit of work It was not like dogs where not allowed everyone walks their dogs there

BOB

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Yes I was having problems with that man but like I said I was just spending time with him and we were not in a relationship. I know it’s hard for people to understand that but that’s how it was. He’s in prison now well actually jail. Waiting to go to prison thank you for remembering . my dog is doing good however my neighbors dog which is bigger than her almost attacked her but the kid that was by the other dog ran over and got in between them in time and I got my dog because she was screaming because she was wrapped around his boob and it was choking her I got her off her leash took her inside checked her over she was OK but she started vomiting because she was upset. It was so bad. Sounds like you got a really nice dog. And you’re so lucky to be able to go to the beach I’m so jealous. If you don’t mind me asking what State do you live in

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Hello broken ankle

I hope your dog is ok.

Pax is a Border Collie Cross, similar to a Sheep Dog, He was left on an Irish Car Ferry as a five week Puppy by Irish Dog Breeders with His Brother. It would have been nice to take both of them although the Dogs Trust who saved them would only let us take one of them, He is totally black in colour with a white cross mark on His Chest and to white socks on His rear paws, He is nine years old and is as bright as a button.

I live in the UK on the English Scottish Border.

What is your Dog ??

BOB

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When you are following the rules and laws, it's none of the other people's business... Apparently they have nothing else to do or just miserable in their own lives and don't want anyone else happy either. Very sad!

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It really is and the worst part about it is the police chiefs mom lives here and she has nothing better to do and she makes up lies and she’s constantly reporting what people are doing like I was throwing my dogs 🐶 poop away and I turned around and she’s staring at me through her window I just turn around and stared back she backed away it was bad

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Try doing something different the next time she stares at you. Smile really big and wave, then turn around and walk away. People get a satisfaction out of making others nervous, frustrated, angry, whatever buttons they can find to push. Don't give any of them the satisfaction!

I spend a lot of time looking up quotes, changing the words around with a lot of them and keeping them in a binder. Here are two for you that seem to fit rather well!!

I never realized as a child that all the real montsers in the world could be human

2. Karma bus delayed due to high demand. No worries. It's coming!

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I can really empathize with you since I am having a similar situation with my neighbors in my community. And I have a dog, Bichypoo. She is all I have. And I really agree with Ladybug about smiling and waving to the bitch. And I also have found that people are monsters. Because I am so vulnerable, people treat me like shit. I am the one with chronic major Depression, and smile and say hello and talk to people in my community, and I am also the one in my community that people whisper about and say terrible things about me. When I come out with my dog, people ignore me or go back into their apartment. One of the ladies told me to go away and go kill myself. Because I made my dog a service dog years ago, and had a letter made up from my psyc, to give to the community office, everyone thinks I am stupid and crazy. I am constantly under a microscope here, harrassed and bullied here, like I haven't had enough to deal with in my life. I decided I am moving out of here as soon as my lease is up in December, even if I am homeless or die first.

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