I am really struggling with being alone and not having anything to do. I struggle really bad with anxiety and depression and it gets worse every night. All I really have at night is to post here or journal about how I feel. I just wish I wasn’t so uncomfortable in my own skin. I talk to a counselor weekly but it doesn’t really help lately. I talk to my mom but she is getting kinda burned out talking to me so we only talk a couple times a week. She loves me but can’t really handle my depression anymore. It upsets her. She gets frustrated with me. I don’t really have many friends to reach out to and they mostly don’t understand. I don’t really have any hobbies and to be honest I don’t enjoy much of anything. In fact I’m miserable all day everyday. The only positive thing in my life lately is that I quit smoking but am now addicted to the nicotine gum and my pharmacy will only be giving me one more box for free. I don’t want to smoke again but it’s really hard quitting even with the gum. I really just need someone to talk to and appreciate any feedback. I just wish I was feeling better.
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