I feel so alone. My family doesn’t understand what I feel. They just use me as a punching bag. I’m so tired of being used. Everyone in my life has used and abused me. I don’t know what to do.
My heart aches and I feel so sad. Nothing I can do will ever make me feel better. I want to scream and break things and let it out, but they’ll get upset. I need to let all of this anger and upset out, but they won’t let me.
The only way I can let it out is by hurting myself when it’s late at night. I don’t want to hide my pain anymore. I want them to know that I’m hurting. I want them to know and show that they actually care, not that I’m just something they can use.
I’m so frustrated with my situation and how people treat me. I want to move out and go somewhere I’m safe and loved and cared for, but I have no money. What can I do to help?