Hi, I changed GP practice in March as I was not able to get confirmation of years of depression & ptsd which I can only obtain through a GP AND a psychiatrist. The GP that I had B4 would not send me probably bcs I had been sent B4 after bad reaction to anti depressants, & psyches said I was physically ill & to go back to GP, & so I was, so probably seen as "treatment resistant depression" by all - an unforgivable crime in Jersey C I!
I had to sacrifice blood test printouts when changing GP in order to get an appt with psyche as the new GP got me the appt but won't allow me to check progress for self sourced meds which cost me dear, so I'm self treating in the dark now, all on the off chance of being validated as crippled by abusers in government. And as the police destroyed & rewrote my statements - & my medical records unobtainable -my only chance of getting my money back for the 7 months of counselling that I was tricked into getting privately is through a psychiatrist!
I was tricked into spending all I had on the promise of expenses paid by government Lawyers, but instead I was made to sign a gagging order. I would lose the will to live altogether if I lost the £ for good, as I am experiencing new physical symptoms that are very hard to deal with, & GP is not interested.
I realise that this is an unusual case & I do appear to have some kind of dementia which makes it hard for me to explain but I would appreciate any tips from those who have C ptsd/ptsd or major untreatable depression, I self source T3 & supplements, (Im hypothyroid but can't get script) - T3 enables me to write this, but bp & pulse are very high right now which shows that I have anxiety.
Should I mention the physical neuro stuff to psyche? or wait to see if it was 1 of the supplements I take. I think I should wait?
Thanking you in advance for any advice xx
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