Hi everybody just to update my recovering, tomorrow morning i have the first appoinment with the psychologist and i must say i am a little bit nervous, it is my first time wih a psychologist and i don't know how to act or what to say, i feel kind of ashamed talking about my issues with her.
by the way, i got an email from my ex last night at 10 pm here and 4 am over there, i think he was drunk or smth. He wrote "i miss you so much" but i didn't reply and i won't do it. I am very hurt to have a conversation with him.
Anyway, i want to thank everybody who has taken a little and much of your time replying my posts, checking on me, sending messages and sending best wishes for my recovery. I feel i can share with you how i feel.