Was doing ok all day, but at night i went to my room and sat there, got a really bad derealization feeling, like my memory was suddenly wiped, i had a very bad anxiety attack and felt my heart pounding, felt like i was in a dream, and felt an almost out of body experience, then i immediately calmed myself with breathing exercises until it became tolerable , im doing ok now but that was rough, there is a mandatory lockdown for a few days were i live due to the coronavirus pandemic, i already dont get out much due to the current situation but when its mandatory to stay home, i cant help but feel trapped because i am.
Just want these few days to pass so i would relax a bit , im hanging there, but i still feel alone and scared